I miss.....

our long chats into the night,
the zillion emails we exchanged every day about nothing,
our frequent fights and tearful make-ups,
cooking together,
long drives,
your attempts to make me smile when I am down,
my attempts to cheer you up when you act as if is nothing is wrong but in reality everything is,
your sole attention directed towards me when there are 20 more people in the room,
you wanting to hanging around after everybody leaves,
our chats in the car, corridor, stairs, lab, anywhere we meet,
your attention to my small whims,
watching movies with you,
I miss everything about us,
I miss not having you as my best friend anymore.